Tag: recovery

LET GO AND LET GOD

God, INTERESTS

Let Go and Let God

I was afraid at first because I thought,  “what would life be on the other side?”

They said to get a sponser who knew how to drive, because I already had a DWI.

I hesitated and didn’t get in; I hung onto to bumper and went along for the ride; although, I really did not know why. 

Well, needless to say, I fell by the way and it hurt me alot but   it was more my pride.

I fell real hard and I felt real bad, I even started to cry; so ashamed, I wanted to hide.

They said, “don’t cry , you just had a great fall, starting over is just around the bend.”

So, I got in this time and, went along for the ride. 

Winding through mountains and cliffs so high!

I laughed, and I cried, I didn’t know if I’d make it at times.

They said, “it’s ok just take it slow you only have one more mile to go.

So, I let go and let God take the wheel and joined the road to recovery.

Thanks ya’ll for riding along with me. 

By Donna Bowles ©

We cannot control the wind

FAMILY, PHOTOGRAPHY

But we can adjust our sails…

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[by Dawna Bowles (C)2014]

LOVE IS JUST A WORD…

FAMILY, INTERESTS, Stories

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This last year I made a decision and commitment to learn more about what love is and how it could be applicable in my life.
I was spiritually, and emotionally bankrupt, which left me feeling empty. I knew something had to change. I was desperate for change.
I’d like to share a little of what I have learned and am still learning, for it has made an enormous difference in my life.

I saw this cartoon on F/B. It was a good reminder of what I want for my life.

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Love is just a word that requires action. Without the action it’s a lie.

If I love someone, regardless of any adverse situation that may occure,  I must act from integrity, responsibility , morality and not my emotions/heart.
When I’m angry I’m incapable of feeling love, therefore I’m incapable of giving and receiving love.
Love isn’t always feeling good. If that were the case the divorce rate would drop considerably!

It’s about growing, giving and loving unconditionally. (& A LOT MORE)

I’m practicing love with my family, friends and myself by doing the next right thing.
This is new for me and I haven’t perfected it  by any means; however,  I am willing to learn, grow and live along spiritual lines.
We are spiritual beings having a human experience. 
Love is just a word that needs a verb. :]💕
[By Dawna Bowles (C)2014]

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[by Dawna (C)2014]

The Fight

INTERESTS, Poetry

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Load another gun
It’s a double edged sword
Survive or die
I just want to fly
She is my only friend
Just rock’n and aching
Again and again
Longing to kiss her
She bites me once more
The hell is constant
I hate the damn whore
She tore me apart
Then nailed me to the floor
She kissed me from my
Head to my arm I adore
Then slammed me again
And again whispering
Sweet nothings to
Fool me once more
She left me for dead
In the still of the night
I hate her I love her
With all of my might
She’s deadly and seductive
So be as it may
I stopped going over
To her den to be played
Goodbye
Blood
Sucking
Harlot
I
Can’t
Or
Ill
Die…
Neil Young
Said
It
Best
“The
Queen
Is
A
Whore”)))))
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All pictures and poetry are…
[by Dawna Bowles (C)2014] (unless posted otherwise)