I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU ONE LAST TIME



I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU ONE LAST TIME



By Donna Bowls
AKA ~Dee
March 2, 2025

I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU ONE LAST TIME

I didn’t want you to go

I wanted to be there with you

I wanted to hold you because you were all alone

I wanted to tell you how much I loved you

And how everything was going to be alright

I wanted to tell you about the special place

That you always held in my heart

I wanted to tell you how beautiful you were

And how God set you apart

I wanted to tell you how your smile

Made my heart smile too

I wanted to hold you in my arms while you were going home

I wanted to see your beautiful face

One last time

I wanted to hold you so you wouldn’t be afraid

I wanted to kiss your cheek and wipe your tears away

But I couldn’t

Because God took you home

In the middle of the night

I just wanted to tell you that

I loved you

One last time…


By Donna Bowles ©

Candice & I ~ 2008

MY BROKEN HEART

My heart was broken into a thousand pieces. 💔💔

I was too weak to pick them up.

I asked God if he could do it for me.

He picked them up and put the prices together again.

I noticed that there we two important pieces missing. 

I asked God: “what happened to them?”

He said:  “They are in heaven.” 

I said: “thank you Father…”

Then, I noticed that there were several pieces scrached, cracked and broken. 

I asked “God why they were in this condition?”

God said,  “I’m in the process of fixing them, be patient.”

I said: “okay, I’m sorry, but could you help me to trust you more?”

He said: “Of course.”

I said,  “thank you. “

God: “Smile.”

I smiled too…👀 

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🩷

By Donna Brown Bowles ©

JOSHUA LEVI AND THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE NUMBER SEVEN

JOSHUA LEVI 1994

JOSHUA LEVI
DOB –  2-19-1994
DOD – 1- 29-2022

JOSHUA LEVI AND THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE NUMBER SEVEN

Published 01/23/2024

Joshua was 27 years old when he left this world.
He was the 7th child.
Number on his ashes 6777
6777=fggg IN HEBREW means
*Found/ forever* & 
god god god
So joshua is with god 777. Also the fact that the three sevens is complete for the Father SON and the
HOLLY SPIRIT 777

The name Joshua comes from the Hebrew name “Yehoshua,” meaning “God is deliverance.” In the Old Testament of the Bible, Joshua was the Israelite leader who succeeded Moses and led the Hebrews to the Promised Land. Origin: Yehoshua is derived from yeho (meaning God) and shua (meaning to deliver or save).Aug 5, 2021
Joshua is a traditionally masculine name with Hebrew roots. In the Bible, Joshua was selected as Moses’ successor to lead the Israelites. The name Joshua means “Jehovah is generous” or “Jehovah saves.” It comes from the Hebrew Yehoshua, which means salvation.

The Hebrew word heart is Lev. The word Levi means,
MY HEART.

The number seven. No need to think a lot, research, study or consider, since Seven is so
obviously the ending number that doesn’t need any
justification.
Now for starters we have the earth and the sky
current, and I say present (not Genesis 1: 1), the earth
and the current heavens are made in six days and God will cease to His work on the seventh day. In fact, this is how the Bible begins, and it is interesting to note that when the Bible ends, ends with a book where the words, “this
Book “, are found seven times, where there are seven cups,
seven bowls, seven trumpets, seven candlesticks, seven spirits and seven churches. The Book, being an infinite Book, goes in a circle (and anyone who reads the book of Revelation already knows), like the Tree of Life found in Genesis appears in
Apocalypse. God’s paradise in Genesis appears in
Apocalypse, and he takes you back in a circle.
Seven is clearly the number of completion. (And my Son Joshua Levi was 27 when he left this world)
This is evident at the beginning of the Bible and at the end of the Bible. Yes it was not obvious from here, one would see immediately upon studying Levi’ticus 23 and 25 that God did not does nothing without “seven”. In fact, the word seven in Hebrew is the same word as swearing or getting under oath. When the Lord says, “I have sworn by myself/himself “, he has cut himself, or as they say in the
dice table: “seven is eleven”. Seven is the end. (And 777 trumps 6 when Playing poker
# on ashes 6777)
Nature does nothing for ten. Does everything at
seven.
If you are a man or a woman, you have seven members in your body, the body being the trunk. The trunk of the
body, the body proper, has seven limbs sticking out of him. Man or woman, you have
seven members.
(Levi 7th child)
Thats not all; there are only seven colors. If a man has red, yellow and blue, the primaries, orange, green and purple, the side and black, he can make or mix any color that is. You say, “What about white?” White is absence of colour. “White” people are called “white” because of the absence of pigmentation in the skin. (They are not really white;
your skin is actually “pink” due to the blood flowing through below. If they were really white, they would be dead!)
it is an absence of color. That is the point. So if a man
has seven colors, he can paint anything, because seven wind up. There are no more than seven colors.
So you have seven notes on the musical scale. There is not a piece of music that comes from the pen of
Beethoven, Brahms, Bach, Tschaikovsky, Rachmaninoff,
Stravinsky, Schumann, Schubert, Mendelssohn, Handel,
Rimski-Korsakov; none of them ever wrote anything
that he used more than seven notes. You see that the black notes in a piano are not true notes; they are what you call
half notes. The notes are the white notes, and when
You hit the eighth note, you’re playing the same as the first because one octave higher than the first is Eight. There are only seven notes on a piano. That’s all there are; there is no more. When you get to eight, you go up one eighth from the first. So there are not many doubts about the number seven. Neither you even have to start tracing it in word
of God. Wherever you find seven, it will end, and
Either seven seven or seventy seven or seventy times seven,
that’s the end.
It is very interesting to note that in Clarence Larkin’s Dispensational Truth, you’ll find all the Israel’s history divided into periods of 490 years each, which
it is clearly 7 times 70–490. You can verify that in the deal dispensational with Israel: God’s plan to divide the things of according to the seven. Seven is simply and clearly beyond any reputation the number of completion. And although the
Gentiles count by ten, and we will see why later, God counts by seven.
777; it is three times completed. That is the perfection of the Trinity times, and that is the one you are Son. With the father, Son and Holy Spirit of God forever and always. We’ll all be together soon and “it won’t be long at all.”
Love always and forever,
Mom.

JOSHUA LEVI JONES

MEMORIES OF YOU…

Joshua Levi

MEMORIES OF YOU…

My dear Son, I remember your first first joke that you told Levi. You were four years old.
You were in preschool in Big lake Alaska.
You came home one day all excited and said, “Mom I know a joke, want to here it?”

Q. “Why did the elephant stand on the marshmallow?”

A. “Because he didn’t want to fall in the hot chocolate.”

Everyone started laughing

out loud *~`•°**~`°•

You told that joke to everyone!
You made everyone laugh!

I miss you…

I cannot wait to see your beautiful, smiling face again, my precious Son.❣️

Soon… very soon!

I’m just listening for the Trumpet…

By Donna Bowls AKA Dee

Joshua Levi – 1998 Alaska

SONG PHILADELPHIA

SONG: ~ PHILADELPHIA ~
BY Jon_Antle144000
You can find him on Bitchute
Link below:

The Word was flesh and dwelt among us
He suffered death upon the cross
And then the angel came
And rolled the stone away
Risen up, with the holes still in His hands

(Chorus)
Oh my Philadelphia
You are my beautiful, true bride
My faithful, first love
In her gown, so pure and white
My Philadelphia
I can’t wait to hold you close

And through His blood many are purchased
Of every people, tongue, and tribe
Having the Spirit of love, joy, peace, and forbearance
Their fruit is gentleness, kindness, and the like

(Chorus)
Oh my Philadelphia
I see her elegant neckline
My faithful, true one
In her dress, so pure and white
My Philadelphia
I long to hold her in my arms
My perfect virgin
You’ve made yourself ready for me

(Bridge)
And the devil was wroth
and the beast did speak
From out of Geneva where the serpents meet
And the order was given unto every land
“Kill the little flock; cut off all their heads!
Cause they do not bow and take our name.
They won’t inject our DNA.”
So the darkness came
And their lives they gave
But they overcame
By the blood of His name

(End chorus)
I’ve placed before you an open door
And no man can close it
I’ve whispered to you a special song
And only you can know it
I know you got such little strength
I know you’re tired; I know you’re weak
Hold fast, you’re almost through
I promise soon I’ll come to you
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Glory to His Name
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Glory to the King of Kings
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Published by Donna Bowls

AKA ~ DEE

A NEW EVIL RISING SEPT 5,2023 GLYNDA LOMAX

THE ATONEMENT

THE ATONEMENT

The Gospel of NICODEMUS the disciple, concerning the Sufferings and Resurrection of our Master and Saviour JESUS CHRIST.

Published on WordPress by Donna Brown Bowles GOOD FRIDAY 2023

CHAP. I.

1 Christ accused to Pilate by the Jews of healing on the sabbath, 9 summoned before Pilate by a messenger who does him honour, 20 worshipped by the standards bowing down to him.
ANNAS and Caiaphas, and Summas, and Datam, Gamaliel, Judas, Levi, Nepthalim, Alexander, Cyrus, and other Jews, went to Pilate about Jesus, accusing him with many bad crimes.
2 And said, We are assured that Jesus is the son of Joseph the carpenter, 1 land born of Mary, and that he declares himself the Son of God, and a king; 2 and not only so, but attempts the dissolution of the sabbath, 3 and the laws of our fathers.
3 Pilate replied; What is it which he declares? and what is it which he attempts dissolving?
4 The Jews told him, We have a law which forbids doing cures on the sabbath day; 4 but he cures both the lame and the deaf, those afflicted with the palsy, the blind, and lepers, and demoniacs, on that day by wicked methods.
5 Pilate replied, How can he do this by wicked methods? They answered, He is a conjurer, and casts out devils by the prince of the devils; 5  6 and so all things become subject to him.
6 Then said Pilate, Casting out devils seems not to be the work of an unclean spirit, but to proceed from the power of God.
7 The Jews replied to Pilate, We entreat your highness to summon him to appear before your tribunal, and hear him yourself.
8 Then Pilate called a messenger and said to him, By what means will Christ be brought hither?
9 Then went the messenger forth, and knowing Christ, worshipped him; and having spread the cloak which he had in his hand upon the ground, he said, Lord, walk upon this, and go in, for the governor calls thee.
10 When the Jews perceived what the messenger had done they exclaimed (against him) to Pilate, and said, Why did you not give him his summons by a beadle, and not by a messenger?—For the messenger, when he saw him, worshipped him, and spread the cloak which he had in his hand upon the ground before him, and said to him, Lord, the governor calls thee.
11 Then Pilate called the messenger, and said, Why hast thou done thus?
12 The messenger replied, When thou sentest me from Jerusalem to Alexander, I saw Jesus sitting in a mean figure upon a she-ass, and the children of the Hebrews cried out, Hosannah, holding boughs of trees in their hands.
13 Others spread their garments in the way, and said, Save us, thou who art in heaven; blessed is he who cometh in the name of the Lord. 7
14 Then the Jews cried out, against the messenger, and said, The children of the Hebrews made their acclamations in the Hebrew language; and how couldst thou, who art a Greek, understand the Hebrew?
15 The messenger answered them and said, I asked one of the Jews and said, What is this which the children do cry out in the Hebrew language?
16 And he explained it to me, saying, they cry out Hosannah, which being interpreted, is, O, Lord, save me; or, O Lord, save.
17 Pilate then said to them, Why do you yourselves testify to the words spoken by the children, namely, by your silence? In what has the messenger done amiss? And they were silent.
18 Then the governor said unto the messenger, Go forth and endeavour by any means to bring him in.
19 But the messenger went forth, and did as before; and said, Lord, come in, for the governor calleth thee.
20 And as Jesus was going in by the ensigns, who carried the standards, the tops of them bowed down and worshipped Jesus.
21 Whereupon the Jews exclaimed more vehemently against the ensigns.
22 But Pilate said to the Jews, I know it is not pleasing to you that the tops of the standards did of themselves bow and worship Jesus; but why do ye exclaim against the ensigns, as if they had bowed and worshipped?
23 They replied to Pilate, We saw the ensigns themselves bowing and worshipping Jesus.
24 Then the governor called the ensigns and said unto them, Why did you do thus?
25 The ensigns said to Pilate, We are all Pagans and worship the gods in temples; and how should we think anything about worshipping him? We only held the standards in our hands and they bowed themselves and worshipped him.
26 Then said Pilate to the rulers of the synagogue, Do ye yourselves choose some strong men, and let them hold the standards, and we shall see whether they will then bend of themselves.
27 So the elders of the Jews sought out twelve of the most strong and able old men, and made them hold the standards and they stood in the presence of the governor.
28 Then Pilate said to the messenger, Take Jesus out, and by some means bring him in again. And Jesus and the messenger went out of the hall.
29 And Pilate called the ensigns who before had borne the standards, and swore to them, that if they had not borne the standards in that manner when Jesus before entered in, he would cut off their heads.
30 Then the governor commanded Jesus to come in again.
31 And the messenger did as he had done before, and very much entreated Jesus that he would go upon his cloak, and walk on it, and he did walk upon it, and went in.
32 And when Jesus went in, the standards bowed themselves as before, and worshipped him.

https://www.sacred-texts.com/bib/lbob/lbob10.htm
The Lost Books of the Bible, [1926], at sacred-texts.com

THE ATONEMENT

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I love you Jesus ❤️

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PREPARE YOUR HEARTS AND LAY UP YOUR TREASURE’S IN HEAVEN

Watch “YOU WILL BE WITH ME IN THE TWINKLING OF AN EYE,  SAYS THE LORD  Feb 18,2023  Sister Barbara” on YouTube

KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN

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CAST THE FIRST STONE

Jesus’ statement “If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her” is found in John 8. Jesus was teaching in the temple when the scribes and Pharisees brought to Him a woman who had been caught in the act of adultery, and they asked Him if she should be stoned as required by the Law of Moses. However, they cared nothing about this woman; they were using her to trap Jesus. In their minds, if He told them to set the woman free, they could claim He did not hold to the Law of Moses. If He told them to stone her, they could claim He was not the Savior; and, if He said nothing, they could claim He lacked wisdom. Jesus did not answer immediately but stooped and wrote something on the ground, and they kept pressing Him. Finally, the Lord said, in essence, “Go ahead and stone her because that is what the Law requires. But the Law also requires that the first stone be thrown by a person who is sinless in connection with this charge” (John 8:6–7).

There is no doubt that this woman was guilty of a capital offense and that the Law required that she be stoned, but the Law also required that the guilty man be stoned as well (Deuteronomy 22:22), that witnesses be produced, and that a witness begin the execution. But the Jewish leaders came with venom against Jesus and were thwarted by their own single-minded hate. They did not produce the guilty man, and they were unwilling or unable to produce the required witnesses. We do not know what Jesus wrote, but, after He wrote a second time, the Jews left one by one, from the oldest to the youngest, without saying another word. Jesus then set the woman free with a warning to her to sin no more.

From this passage we learn that we do not accuse others unless we first thoroughly search our own hearts and minds to make certain that we are pure in every possible aspect (Matthew 7:3). Also, if we must admonish someone, we should do so as instructed in Scripture; we always look to God’s glory and never cause unnecessary division or harm (Matthew 18:15), but we do work to keep the church pure. Moreover, Jesus was the only sinless person in the temple scene, and, instead of condemning the woman, He looked ahead to His work on the cross and offered her life. Likewise, we should use every possible opportunity to forgive and to reach out with the gospel and the love of Christ, always remembering that we, too, are sinners in need of the Savior (Romans 3:23).

MY SISTER

By Donna Brown © 2/6/2023

MY SISTER

1987 California

Her stories, and, the magic and wonder that she created when I was a child.

It was a winter Christmas night in Buffalo New York in 1963.
My oldest sister, Mary was going Christmas shopping and I asked her if I could go because I had never been out after dark, especially at Christmas time.
I was just 7yrs old.
Needless to say, she allowed me to go and I must say;  it was one of the most beautiful Christmas experiences that I ever had.

We only lived a few blocks away from the gigantic department stores, one was called Hens and Kelly’s,
I believe that was the name.

It was snowing and as we approached the bright lights of the city, my eyes must have been as big as quarters!
I just couldn’t believe how beautiful and magical everything felt!
There were Christmas lights of every color and size dangling from the street signs, the buildings, and every department store window.
There were decorated Christmas trees, bells ringing, carolers singing, and Christmas music playing in every store.
I just couldn’t believe my eyes!
Then we went into Hen’s-n-Kellys department store and, my sister asked me if I wanted to go see Santa, and of course I did.

I told Santa what I wanted for Christmas and he gave me a hug and a candy cane. It was great!
Then, we were off to the next store.
We passed a police man who was walking the beat, he nodded and said, Merry Christmas!
He was so kind.
Next, we happen to pass another Santa from the salvation army.
He was so happy and jolly and he said,
“Merry Christmas, ho ho ho” as he shook his bell with gladness!
There was so much love in the air.

Then, it occurred to me that, I had just sat on Santa’s lap in the last store.
I mentioned it to my sister and, I told her that it’s impossible to have two Santa’s and now, I’m not sure if I believe in Santa anymore.
She said, “no sweetheart, there’s not two Santa’s but, only one.”
She continued. Do you see those raindeer over there? Well, they fly from store to store so, that Santa can be everywhere and see all the children.
I was like, “wow, really!”
I remember thinking, how amazing that was and, to this day, I believe that was the best Christmas ever!
The Spirit of Christmas was everywhere!
I never told her how much that meant to me as a child.
So, now I want to thank you sister for making my Christmas dreams come true in Buffalo New York, 1963.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE.
JESUS LOVES YOU AND I DO TOO.

Love always,
Sincerely,
your sister, Donna

WHY DO I DO WHAT I HATE?

AKA ~ Dee

In his letter to the Roman church, the apostle Paul wrote, “for what I am doing, I do not understand; for I am not doing what I would like to do, but I am doing the very thing I hate… For the good that I want, I do not do, but I practice the very evil that I do not want. But if I am doing the very thing I do not want, I am no longer the one doing it, but sin which dwells in me.” (Romans 7:15, Romans 7:19-20)

Like Paul, myself and, many others, struggle with our rebellious natures.
When we fail, we think that we cannot live up to the expectations of God’s laws. We think, ” it’s impossible to do the things that we should do;
Because we do the very things we hate and know are wrong.
And when we mess up, we can often grow weary, and beat ourselves up!
We feel defeated and hopeless and that’s when the evil one whispers in our ear saying, “You’re terrible, worthless and you can’t measure up!”
That could be no further from the truth!
The truth is that, you’re now perfect in God’s eyes by the power of the cross and through the blood of Jesus.

What Does it mean,  ‘What I Want to Do, I Do Not Do, but What I Hate, I Do?

Even a Christian as, mature as Paul felt as we do.
He understood that just because we love God and desire to be like Jesus, we still fall short.  Paul went so far as to call himself the “chief of sinners” (1 Timothy 1:15) and a “wretched man” (Romans 7:24), recognizing that, though God’s way is spiritual, he was not (Romans 7:14).
We all make mistakes and we all sin. We are at constant war with our old, sinful nature and the deceiver, which is fighting to reclaim his place of influence in our lives.

We will never be perfect in this world, if we could achieve perfection, Jesus wouldn’t have had to sacrifice himself for our sins.

His grace is sufficient for all.
The evil one, would have you believe that you’re just not good enough so why try; however, Jesus said, repeat and I’ll forgive you.
That’s it, it’s that easy; however, it must be sincere.

So, don’t beat yourself up. It’s okay to be human.
Remember that we are spiritual beings having a human experience.

I believe that’s why Jesus had said this. “He that is without sin among you, let him cast the first stone at her.” (John 8:7)

This also, in Matthew 7, is a confirmation of His understanding of our weaknesses; moreover, His unconditional love for us.

Matthew 7:1-5
[1] Judge not, that ye be not judged.
[2] For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.
[3] And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother’s eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?
[4] Or how wilt thou say to thy brother, Let me pull out the mote out of thine eye; and, behold, a beam is in thine own eye?
[5] Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye; and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother’s eye.

I AM COMING TO GET YOU

JOSHUA LEVI
02/19/1994 – 01-29-2022

January 29, 2023.

LEVI went to heaven January 29, 2022
He’s now one year old in heaven. An innocent baby, a child of GOD, he’s with his real Father in heaven, and I cannot wait to see his beautiful face and smile again!!!
Come quickly my Lord, my Father and my Savior, JESUS CHRIST.

FROM JESUS:
I am coming to get you very soon! Donna, you will be reunited with your Son, your family, and your real Father in heaven. Stay close to me for you are my daughter and Levi is with Me for, I AM his Father as well as your’s. Watch for me and keep the light that I have given you. For JESUS IS the light that shines in the darkness and the darkness CANNOT put it out. Love Always and forever, GOD.

~JESUS CHRIST,
THE SON OF GOD ~

JESUS IS COMING ❤️💙💚💛🧡❤️

Maybe Now JESUS IS Coming.. .

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Jesus Is Coming Let your hearts not be troubled

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PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION OF JESUS THE CHRIST

Physical Description of Jesus the Christ & Physical Descriptions of
Jesus by
The Christ Eye-Witnesses

This is a reprinting of a letter from Pontius Pilate to Tiberius Caesar describing the physical appearance of Jesus.

Copies are in the Congressional Library in Washington, D.C.

A Gentile

TO TIBERIUS CAESAR:
A young man appeared in Galilee preaching with humble unction, a new law in the Name of the God that had sent
Him. At first I was apprehensive that His design was to stir up the people against the Romans, but my fears were
soon dispelled. Jesus of Nazareth spoke rather as a friend of the Romans than of the Jews. One day I observed in
the midst of a group of people a young man who was leaning against a tree, calmly addressing the multitude. I
was told it was Jesus. This I could easily have suspected so great was the difference between Him and those who
were listening to Him. His golden colored hair and beard gave to his appearance a celestial aspect. He appeared to
be about 30 years of age. Never have I seen a sweeter or more serene countenance. What a contrast between Him
and His bearers with their black beards and tawny complexions! Unwilling to interrupt Him by my presence, I
continued my walk but signified to my secretary to join the group and listen. Later, my secretary reported that
never had he seen in the works of all the philosophers anything that compared to the teachings of Jesus. He told
me that Jesus was neither seditious nor rebellious, so we extended to Him our protection. He was at liberty to act,
to speak, to assemble and to address the people. This unlimited freedom provoked the Jews– not the poor but the
rich and powerful. Later, I wrote to Jesus requesting an interview with Him at the Praetorium. He came. When
the Nazarene made His appearance I was having my morning walk and as I faced Him my feet seemed fastened
with an iron hand to the marble pavement and I trembled in every limb as a guilty culprit, though he was calm.
For some time I stood admiring this extraordinary Man. There was nothing in Him that was repelling, nor in His
character, yet I felt awed in His presence. I told Him that there was a magnetic simplicity about Him and His
personality that elevated Him far above the philosophers and teachers of His day. Now, Noble Sovereign, these are
the facts concerning Jesus of Nazareth and I have taken the time to write you in detail concerning these matters. I
say that such a man who could convert water into wine, change death into life, disease into health; calm the
stormy seas, is not guilty of any criminal offense and as others have said, we must agree – truly this is the Son of
God!
Your most obedient servant, Pontius Pilate…

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SOME PEOPLE ARE SO POOR THAT’S ALL THEY HAVE IS MONEY

SOME PEOPLE ARE SO POOR THAT’S ALL THEY HAVE IS MONEY

Published from WordPress by Donna Brown Bowles October 30, 2022

There was this rich man and he had a son.
His son didn’t seem to appreciate the riches that they had. So, he decided to take his son on a trip to a poor village and spend some time with a family that was very poor, in hopes that his son would then appreciate their great riches.
So they spent a week with this family and when they returned home, he asked his son what he had learned from this and, his son replied:

We have one dog.
They have four.

We have pools.
They have rivers and streams.

We have lamps at night.
They have stars.

We buy food.
They grow theirs.

We have alarms to keep us safe.
They have God and friends.

We have a big screen TV that we sit in front of.
The sit by campfires sharing stories with family and friends.

We have great walls to protect us.

They have Jesus to protect them.

Then the boy said, “Thanks dad for showing me how poor we are.”

KELLEN THE LABRADOODLE, I LOVE YOU

KELLEN THE LABRADOODLE, I LOVE YOU

In 2015 I went to visit my daughter’s in Portland Oregon.
My grandson had a beautiful labradoodle service animal.
His name was Kellen.
He was extremely intelligent, kind and so sweet. I fell in love with him quickly.
He was beyond precious.

I was there for about a month and Kellen and I became best friends, emotionally connected for sure.

The day I was leaving, Kellen and I were alone for my daughter had to run some errands.
I sat next to Kellen in a quiet room by the window.
I told him that I had to leave now and that I loved him. I said that I would never forget him.
I hugged him for a while then I tried to look into his eyes, like I usually did but, this time, Kellen wouldn’t look at me, he just kept starting out the window.
As if he knew that I was leaving before I even had a chance to tell him.
He knew that I would never  return. That was the saddest part. I was leaving forever!
He just kept looking out the window while my heart was aching, I whispered, “I am so sorry that I have to go, I will never forget you and I love you forever Kellen.”
I finished my goodbyes as I hugged him for the last time.
My ride knocked at the door and I quickly took this last photo of him and cried…
My heart was broken and his as well. we both painfully understood…


I’ve always wondered what he was thinking on that day that I had to go away.
Every time I look at this precious moment in time.
My heart hurts and I wish that I could have stayed.

A few weeks ago I got a call from my daughter saying that Kellen was very ill and it’s due to old age.
The veterinarian said that he doesn’t have long to live and I have no words…

Just heartache and tears …

I’m sorry Kellen and I will always love you….

I will see you on the other side. 🩵💦

May GOD be with you till we meet again…

Published on WordPress by Donna Jones Bowles ©

AKA Dee Biggins

Update: kellen left for heaven shortly after my daughter told me that he was sick. I’ll see you in heaven soon. My precious friend…♡•°💔

PEARLS ARE THE PRODUCT OF PAIN

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By Donna Bowles

AKA Dee Biggins

August 25, 2020

PEARLS ARE THE PRODUCT OF PAIN

The oyster and its pearl.
Pearls are the product of pain. For some unknown reason, the shell of the oyster gets pierced and an alien substance-a grain of sand-slips inside. On the entry of that foreign irritant, all the resources within the tiny, sensitive oyster rush to the spot and begin to release healing fluids that otherwise would have remained dormant. By and by the irritant is covered and the wound is healed and a pearl is born.

No other gem has so fasci-
nating a history. It is the symbol of stress-a healed wound… a precious, tiny jewel conceived through irritation, born of adversity, nursed by adjustments. Had there been no wounding, no irritating or interruption,
there could have been no pearl.

Some oysters are never wounded… and those who seek for gems toss them aside, fit only for stew.


J. B. Phillips must have realized this as he paraphrased James 1:2-4:
When all kinds of trials crowd into your lives, my brothers.
don’t resent them as intruders, but welcome them as friends!
Realize that they have come to test your endurance. Let the
process go on until that endurance is fully developed, and you will find you have become men and women of mature character.

IT MAY BE TIME TO RECOVER YOUR SKY

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It once gave you the wings to fly, then it took away your sky.

A need to survive.

The sky mirrors as a witness of your trials alone, on nights so dark they must not be shown.

All the tears you cried in silence.

All the pain you ever felt.

And all the isolation you had endured, even the times you wept, afraid and, alone.

My only wish was that your pain be mine.

I’m sorry I can’t turn back the time.

You were frozen by fear that you’d succeed but afraid you would crumble if you failed.

The heaviness you could not bear and the weight of it all broke you.

My heart hurts to remember but I cannot forget.

Falling and not knowing who would catch you, not knowing when He warned.

Your fight was fought by you alone but little did you know God had already calmed your storm.

There were times that you stumbled out of control.

And times that you really wanted to know.

Your spirit kept seeking light from the storm.

Obsidian Skies became a clue

That it may be a time to turn anew.

Its time for you to realize

God has given you back your sky.

So fly…

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[by Donna Jones Bowles AKA DeeBiggins(C) 2014] revised 11/18/2019

I love you my beautiful daughter forever and always ❤

Unconditionally 💜

I AM SO SORRY

Levi, I’m so  sorry that  you couldn’t be here on your birthday.

I’m so sorry that I couldn’t tell you how precious your spirit was before you left this earth.

I’m so sorry that I let you down.

I’m sorry that I didn’t ask you to come home.

I’m so sorry that I didn’t pray on the night you went away.

I’m so sorry that I couldn’t be there to hold you when you were all alone…

I’m sorry that you had to leave this world alone…

I’m sorry that I couldn’t tell you how much I loved you.

I’m so sorry that I couldn’t tell you how important you were to me. Before you fell that night.

I’m so sorry that you couldn’t be here on your birthday so, I could hug you with all my might.

I am so sorry that I cannot see your smile one last time…

I’m so sorry that you left before I could say goodbye.

I’m so sorry…

I’m so sorry…

I’m so sorry…

Love always, and forever…
Regretfully,
Mom.🩵💙🩵

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February 19, 2022

By Donna Jones Bowles

AKA Dee Biggins

PUT ON THE WHOLE ARMOUR OF GOD

Ephesians 6:10-18 King James Version (KJV)

Posted by Donna Brown Bowles

PUT ON THE WHOLE ARMOUR OF GOD

10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.

11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;

15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;

16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.

17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:

18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;

~ Fallen Star ~

Confessing a true love.

For all who would attend.

A testimony of your faith.

Appears in all the land.

Posted in a copyright.

Written on your hand.

Only, He knows your intent.

A mirror reflects an image.

Absent of its soul.

Just an empty vessel.

An empty shell of barnacles.

He left so long ago.

Disguised as golden medals of a war he did not attend.

Yes, a solider of discord.

An oath made in secret.

With uncertainties as, a dedication to our Lord.

All your Plastic words.

Boldly typed in Braille.

As a record of your greatness.

In honor to our Lord.

A bright illumination.

For those who may be bored

Or

maybe

Just

Another

fallen

star…

In the

Army

Of

discord…

Finding Truth with Zen Garcia

I would like to introduce you to new way of finding truth with Zen Garcia, author and publisher of several books (20+) of ancient theologies with esoteric topics such as:
The Gnostics ; apocryphal scriptures; Lost Books Of The Bible; The Forgotten Books Of Eden; The Dead Sea Scrolls and more…

With skillfull articulation, Zen demonstrates how we have been manipulated from the beginning by comparing lost books of bible with the KJV bible to confirm their validity with elaboration.

Zen has spent many years meticulously researching various historical theologies. His findings of truth are astounding and as a direct result, has encountered opposition and ridicule not, only from the secular side but, the religious side as well.

Truth can be threatening to those who stand to gain without it.
In opposition, it would be unbearable to those who are unwilling to accept that they have been beguiled.

With fine articulation, Zen demonstrates how we have been manipulated from the beginning and the enemies agenda and explains how to endeavor freedom one compelling page at a time.

But, let me warn you first.
This information is for Truth seekers only.
If you are unwilling to embrace truth this is not the place for you.

I’ll share my story from the beginning when I first discovered the truth with Zen Garcia to explain why it’s neccessary to be ready to receive the truth.

My story,

It was almost two years ago that I had stumbled upon Zen; I believe it was by divine intervention. I was desperately searching for truth for many years when one morning I felt compelled to search, once more.
I turned on YouTube and discovered Zen.
He was discussing vaccinations with Laurel Austin, who has done in-depth studies on vaccines, and is a wellness writer and co-host for Zen Garcia.
I was stunned as I listened to their experiences, and their expertise as they examined these controversial issues with such tenacity.

I was convinced and inspired. Over the next few days I had watched as many of Zen’s YouTube videos as possible.
Including several topics and books that Zen had written:
“A Different Way of Being, Lucifer – Father of Cain, Awaken to the NWO, Sons of God: Who We Are Why We Are Here, Skyfalll- Angels of Destiny., The Aramaic Targum, and, The Flat Earth as Key to Decrypt the Book of Enoch.”

As I pondered all that I had learned, I became overwhelmed
I sat alone in silence and cried. I was angry and I came to the conclusion that everything I had ever learned was a lie, I discovered that the religious institutions as, well as our educational systems, were nothing more than a great deception. Their goal was to dumb us down and indoctrinate us in order to divide and conquer.
I wanted to scream to illustrate my burden but, there weren’t any words to describe how I felt.

I felt as though I had lived my entire life in a dreamland and then awakened to live the final nightmare!
I discovered the plans of the elite and how they had controlled us, what their wicked plans were, and how easily manipulated I was.
The thought of it all left me broken but not defeated!

I knew I could no longer sleep nor dream their visions and with no other alternative but to face reality, I surrendered…

For the first time I opened my eyes and saw a new world unfamiliar yet meaningful, hopeless now hopeful; moreover ,
I found the truth with my Savior, the Son of YHWH, Yeshua the one and only true living God.💕

Morning came and I began my journey of a thousand miles down the rabbit hole with Zen Garcia and Yesuah as our guide.

It was then that I discovered; nightmares only happen when you close your eyes.

“With eyes wide open” only now was I able to see that nothing was and, nothing is, what it appears to be. And the God that I never understood; I was beginning to understand.

So I chose to embrace truth and…

Endeavor

Freedom

Eyes

Wide

Open

With

Yahweh

and

Zen

Garcia

Find Zen Garcia at https://www.fallenangelstv.com/https://www.fallenangelstv.com/

Books http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/zengarcia

Zen Garcia Endeavor Freedom on Youtube

YOU WERE ALWAYS WITH ME

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Even when I was gone

I knew you were there

You loved me in absolute silence

Waiting for me to surrender

Watching in rose colored glasses as I willfully sank into the stormy seas

The life raft seemed so far away

Blinded by what I could not see

WHEN THE SON OF MAN SHALL COME

Matthew 25:31-46

31 When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory:

32 And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:

33 And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.

34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?

39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?

45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.

46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.

DREAMS~°•○●☆~

DREAMS

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I fell asleep one night.

I fell deep unto my dream,

in a place absent of time.

When your heart was free and your spirit was kind.

Serenity and peace set you apart.

I became frozen in a place in time, absent of meaning, transparent hearts of plastic that gave me the ability to see truth but not feel it.

Frightened, I screamed!

I awoke, only to find a mirrored reflection of someone I used to know.

Dreams, what do they mean…

Awake My Brothers And Sisters…

Jesus is coming soon….

Allowing Others To Take My Serenity 

When I allow others to take my Serenity the power to be who I am, is really in the hands of others. 
Thank You God for reminding me, in Jesus Name, amen

When Everything You Feel is So Unreal

When Everything seems so Unreal and you can’t find your way home…

Remember that this world is only temporary and you’re only passing through…

Your home is where your heart lives and mine lives through HIM…

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Just

Feel

The

Soft

Cool

Caress

Of

The

Breeze

And

Know

It

Is

He

And

Believe

Just

Believe…

And

His

Spirit

You

Will

Receive

Infinitely…

By Donna Bowles

AKA Dee Biggins

June 1, 2016

Looking At The World In Faith~

A safety net encircles a tinted bottle, created in a moment of faith.

A restoration of vision in a world that is blind.

Believe, just believe, and you too will find…

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Regarding protection from evil…

The Book of ODE

The Forgotten Books of Eden, by Rutherford H. Platt, Jr., [1926], at sacred-texts.com

ODE 5.

This Ode has strangely appeared in a speech by Salome in another ancient work called the Pistis Sophia.

1. I will give thanks unto thee, O Lord, because I love thee;

2. O Most High, thou wilt not forsake me, for thou art my hope:

3. Freely I have received thy grace, I shall live thereby:

4 My persecutors will come and not see me:

5. A cloud of darkness shall fall on their eyes; and an air of thick gloom shall darken them:

6. And they shall have no light to see: they may not take hold upon me.

7. Let their counsel become thick darkness, and what they have cunningly devised, let it return upon their own heads:

8. For they have devised a counsel, and it did not succeed:

9. For my hope is upon the Lord, and I will not fear, and because the Lord is my salvation, I will not fear:

10. And He is as a garland on my head and I shall not be moved; even if everything should be shaken, I stand firm;

11. And if all things visible should perish, I shall not die; because the Lord is with me and I am with Him. Hallelujah.

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Read more: http://www.sacred-texts.com/bib/fbe/fbe200.htm

Happy Mothers Day Mom

Happy Mothers Day Mom I Miss You.
My mother,
How she made everything
Beautiful and new.
Her smile lit up every room.
Her kindness, and unfailing love, always took away my gloom.
I miss you mom with all my heart.
Your fragrance fills the air with all the stories that you told.
Never, in the entire world, would there be a Mom with your heart of gold.
It’s seems like only yesterday that I’d kneel by you at night and pray.
Our trips to the ocean shore, a lunch for two, and the taste of that salty breeze, as though it was only yesterday, just you and me…
Oh, mother, how I miss you so.
I just wished that we could be together just once more.
The day will come when we will be in heaven with our Father forevermore.
Your smile I cannot wait to see.
Until that day, I’ll hold on tight to my dreams.
But, for now, another Mother’s Day must end.
May God be with you till we meet again.
Happy Mother’s Day, my precious Mom.
I ❤ you…

Revised….👇
https://iblogstr8sicit.wordpress.com/2014/05/11/mother/
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[ (C) 2014 by Donna Jones Bowles] unless posted otherwise

Today ~°•○☆~

It’s an extraordinary day to be alive…

We must have faith which brings us hope…

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We must continue look up, for HE is  coming soon…

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My only desire is to be with you Father…

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I don’t feel comfortable in this world anymore…

And I miss my mom…

~Cross~Roads~

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The hour is upon us…

Believe ~°•○●~

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~SHE WAS FAITHFUL ~

https://dawnasongiblogstr8sicit.wordpress.com/2016/02/10/she-was-faithful/

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She was truthful when lying was the common speech of men; she was honest when honest had become a lost virtue; she was a keeper of promises when the keeping of a promise was expected of no one; … she was full of pity when a merciless cruelty was the rule; she was steadfast when stability was unknown, and honorable in an age which had forgotten what honor was; she was a rock of convictions in a time when men believed in nothing and scoffed at all things; she was unfailingly true in an age that was false to the core; … she was of a dauntless courage when hope and courage had perished in the hearts of her nation…”

~Mark Twain~Joan of Arc.

“Consider this unique and imposing distinction. Since the writing of human history began, Joan of Arc is the only person, of either sex, who has ever held supreme command of the military forces of a nation at the age of seventeen.”

~Louis Kossuth~

February 10, 2016

Dee Biggins

It’s A Wonderful Life~°•○☆~

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Merry Christmas from my dog to yours…

~ Be Thankful Anyways ~

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Thanksgiving sets an unfamiliar tone.

A moment of melancholy.

A forced smile absent of reason.

Friends, Family, laughter, and  sincerity renders only uncertainties and loneliness.

A day when it used to be the way it should….

Be Thankful Anyways…

Thy will be done.

In Jesus Name Amen ~

~2015~

Believe ~°•○●☆~°•○●☆~

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Capturing moments of serenity to remind us of truth when we need to be reassured that HE LIVES…

Thank you Father….
In JESUS NAME AMEN.

~He Waits By The Window~

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I know you’re leaving and it only makes me realize that the world was never created for a spirit such as I

You are my hearts desire no one ever loved me as you do

Goodbyes are only painful for the eyes that truly see

Memories will render a frozen place in time saved for you and I

Endless love as waves upon the shore

Separation only fractures two  hearts lost at sea

I may not understand as to why you have to go away

But I will sit by this big window

And watch for you each day…

~Pug Teachings~

While visiting my children last month in Portland Oregon I was introduced to our newest family member, Ninja, the acrobat. His given name appropriately fits his outstanding ability to master gymnastics, ungracefully at times. “Laughs”

My daughter  Candice and I laughed until our stomachs ached while watching her puppy’s childish play.  Candice and I are artists in several areas. Whether 

 we were beading, painting or trying certain techniques in photography, Ninja would run through the middle and flip over our creations like a bull on steroids, either landing on the other side of our crafts, creating a distraction, or directly in the middle sending our beads or paint flying in the air. ! “~laughing”~

We finally found a solution to our problem. We would take him outside before creating and throw the ball until he was exhausted then take him in and put him to bed right next to us. He would sleep right through our art session which lasted two to three hours. 

I miss his childlike energy and his intuition on human behavior. He taught me a lot about enjoying life to the fullest and selflessness. He taught me a truth that had been hidden inside me.  Home is where the heart is, and my heart lives in Portland with my wonderful family.

~I left my heart in Portland Oregon~

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Just returned from a month visit from Portland Oregon where my kids and grandkids reside.  It was a good reminder of what I love and miss the most.  Family and Portland. We are moving back soon.  Home is where the heart is and my heart lives in Portland.

The breweries, the art, and the atmosphere of freedom. What a beautiful place it is…

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[by Dawna Bowles (C)2014-15] all photography, poetry, and stories are (C) unless posted otherwise.

~Silenced by lies~

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I heard your screams from a distance in a storm

Your echo was silenced by the thunder

Your voice as lightning without tone

As your heart became frozen

Did you search for meaning as to why

Or did you run away…

Motionless you sat alone on the basement floor

Denying what you knew so terribly long ago

Your screams always silenced

Your truth went untold

For lies did cast darkness

In the winter of your soul…

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By Donna Bowles

Dee Biggins (C)

March 4, 2015
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(C)2014-15] all photography, poetry, and stories are (C) unless posted otherwise.

Wild memories

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How they linger…

~There’s no place like home~

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~My heart~

My heart went missing in the still of the night.

As I awoke from my slumber I felt something was not right.

Darkness crept in as, I opened my eyes, my thoughts rendering only lies.

Disguised as an angel without any wings I heard someone singing as somebody screamed.

I wasn’t quite sure of the message for I could not see.

Clouds of smoke broken vision.

I knew quite well there was something missing.

I sat alone in a room filled with broken years.

Frozen, though I longed for tears.

A rude wwakening shot pains through my chest!

I reluctantly accepted that my heart was stolen while I slept…

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~Reality 2015~

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The last day of the year

The last hour is here

What will come is to come

I’m tired of all this reality

I would run again but

I have run out of road

I must embrace and believe that

Everything

Is

Exactly

The

Way

It’s

Supposed

To

Be

A

New

Year

A

Rude

Awakening

For

Some

May

Be

A

Promise

To

Others

Prophecy

2015

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Rejoice, for He that is within thee, is greater than he that is in the world.

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~home~

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I am going home because that’s where my heart lives..

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~Regarding dogs~

A dog knows everything about you

And loves you regardless

Unconditionally forever and always

No matter what

She knows you better than you know yourself

Dogs are like that

Angels in disguise

A girl’s best friend

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~Tinker~

My sweet little Tinker all cuddled up in her new, soft, warm bed. 

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~Disconnected~

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~Waiting~

Alone I watch the desert skies

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Wondering where you are and how you arrived…

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I continue to wait for you to fly and rest from your journey

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Like you used to when you were tired of flying against the wind

This time you’re really flying high

You have probably forgotten

where you are and where you’re going

I’m sure by now that you cannot find

Your way home

Yet I wait

Why…

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LOVE 

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~THE SKY IS FALLING ~

My arms are tired from holding up the sky

It’s falling and I can no longer abide

Earthquakes break like dominoes

Mountains shake and crumble in humility

I can no longer outrun the earths collide

Ships recklessly pollute our seas

The ocean had once washed our shores

But things have changed dramatically

As waves explode upon her chest

Infecting sand upon the land

As reckless captains do command

Purging toxins she now bleeds

Disease cries from sea to shore

Fierce winds fuel a world on fire

Our men are turned into war machines

I cannot look another day

For when I do my heart breaks in-two

It cracks and my faith pours out

I need a miracle this very hour

Take this cup from me I pray

Heal our scars

Cleanse our souls

And Lord, one more thing before you go…

The skyis falling and you see

This burden is too heavy

Will you hold it up for me?

~Just believe~

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Another night slips in with uncertainties.

A world on fire burning with lies.

A nation torn apart by greed.

Thunder rumbles… dividers they conquer.

Do not attend their battle.

Turn your head away.

Do not look to the left nor the right.

Look straight ahead and believe.

Winds will blow that you cannot control.

But you can adjust the winds in your sails.

It is only a distraction and a wicked scheme.

Its purpose is to steal your peace and love.

Then break your heart and steal your dreams.

Continue to believe in love.

This is of the utmost importance in this final hour.

Remember this night before you sleep.

Everything is going to be exactly the way it is supposed to be and, God has a plan for your life.

You are loved beyond measure.

And soon you will be set free.

Be still…

Believe…

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☆Love wins in the end☆

You are my comfort

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And my strength

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I believe in peace and love

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I know that your word is true

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I believe that the end is near

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I read the end of the book and I know who wins

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Love wins

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And God is love and love never fails…

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~Tonights nightmare~

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I was awakened in the night

By roars of monstrous sounds

Pounding over my pillow

Crashing through my skies

Rendered thoughts…no…no…no

It cannot be time

I heard boots marching

Choppers thundering

Screams of innocence

It is too late to run

But somehow I knew

It wasn’t to late to fly

I covered my head

I said a prayer

I tried to make believe

it was only a dream

But I knew it was the final nightmare

So I believed that I could fly

As I had  practiced many times

In my dreams throughout my life

My memories gave me faith

Faith became light

Light became hope

Hope became courage

Courage became wings

That lifted me up above

All the cries of Humanity

And all that refused to fly

All death that was smitten

By those who came

To kill steal and destroy

One will be taken

And one will be left…

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~Waiting for your letter~

It’s been a long time

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Since I have heard from you

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Memories cloud my eyes

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It’s true…you are really gone…

When you left you took my heart with you

Could you mail it back…

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~A dogs loyalty~

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“If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous he will not bite you. This is the principal difference between a dog and man.”
~Mark Twain~

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~Help them Father~

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If I cry out in Your Name

Would You hear my burden

And take away their pain

Only You know what they’ve been through

Will You hold and protect them

Your mercy I know it’s true

I need a miracle this very hour

Grant them a vision

So they might see

The love they long for is endless in Thee

Touch their hearts and heal their minds

The price You paid was not in vain

You conquered death

So that they might live

I cannot watch them die another day
Father I lay them in Your arms

With my one last breath

I turn my head and walk away

My thoughts…

“I understand now how You felt…”

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~Moon Beams~

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Moon beams a bequeath of vision

As the night unfolds

Elimination of fears unknown

A colored space of light

In a blackness of time

Do not be fooled by what you feel

Sometimes our fears are so unreal

Perceptions of dark maybe

Is an absence of light

Dark is only a limited reflection

Of its ability to absorb

A mirrored perception

Do not fear in the darkest hour

Faith is the substance of things unseen

Follow

Him

And

just

believe

It’s

Time

Can you see…?

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A troubled girl by a troubled world…

My sister painted me today

She was troubled by the state of our

world in so many ways

She said painting takes it all away

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So here I am

Used as a canvas

As a healer of pain…

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Words make us feel…

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What is real

Your words

Hit my chest

Cracked my heart

Open

Just enough

To let you in

And I am now able to touch

What I never could..

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Feel…

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New Life…

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As I open the door that I had closed long ago

Regret remorse and bitter sadness burn like acid deep into my soul

War raged for many years

I fainted for lack of hope

I was conquered by the darkness

A Prisoner of whom I did not know

My fight was fought in vain

Awakened by a moment of clarity

While lying in the rain

Only to find a space in time

That was no longer mine

Consumed in fear for knowledge

Of what I had become

Truth grabbed my heart with both fists tightening as I cried

What had happened to everything I knew

My light and truth had died

A blinding pain rebuked vision from my eyes

My spirit screamed at the sight of me

Demanding an answer as to why

I knew at that moment that light had left my side

As I mourned and loathed my very existence

Knowing I could no longer hide

A heart of stone softened by the tears that I cried

A warm breeze a caressing of hope

persuading me to forgive

And love myself again or maybe

For the first time…

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By Dawna Bowles(C)9/2014

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Regarding Peace…

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Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings peace.

Buddha

I think that people want peace so much that one of these days government had better get out of their way and let them have it.

Dwight D. Eisenhower

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No arms no peace

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As a sign of peace without arms
A message cannot convey
Its profound meaning
So is a town without truth
Only anguish will be its end
As the sun continues bleeding
No truth
No peace
No meaning…

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My rubicund thorn

Your beauty is without measure

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In wrath you change

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A protection I blame…

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A sacrifice in pain…

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Your softness returns reluctantly…



I missed you…

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He may feel like he’s unappreciated…

But to the contrary, he’s a lovely aesthetic environmental masterpiece to the definition of life, death, and rebirth.

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Environmental appreciation day is every day.

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The road will narrow

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But stay on the path and keep moving forward. Do not give up, for it will be worth it in the end.
Always remember, God is love and love never fails.

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The only time you truly loose…

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Is when you give up.
There are moments, sometimes hours, and at times, days that I feel like I can’t, or maybe that I don’t want to continue to do the things I love, and I feel like giving up.

I know this mindset is nothing but a self-defeating attitude that is a result of looking back at my life, and wishing that I would have done things differently.

I have said it before, and I’ll say it again, for a self confirmation in order to rid myself of pride and futile thoughts.
“I give up all hope of having a better past.” There.
“Now, I must do the thing I think I cannot do.” Eleanor Roosevelt-

The only one thing that I know to be effective at times like these, is to make a gratitude list for everything I have, and forget about everything I want.

My serenity is directly proportional to my ability to, “Accept the things I cannot change, and the courage to change the things I can.” –Bill W.-

I won’t give up, I will continue to be present in my life, and love myself, in spite of myself.
I pray that His will be done, refusing mine.
True serenity is to find peace in the midst of the storm.

I’m grateful that I am willing to see that I’m stuck, and I am able to take action in order to rid myself, of self.
I will never give up on love.
GOD help me this day.
Dawnasong

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Robin Williams You Are Gone…

Robin Williams, what can we say, you are gone and so is a part of us.
Today’s memory saddens us.
Yesterday’s memories will keep you with us forever, always encouraging our hearts to smile.

Your astounding ability to nudge us out of our comfort zones, has changed us profoundly, and because of it, we are wiser.

You were a lighthouse, when we needed guidance and understanding of our world.

You made us laugh in spite of ourselves.

You gave us a uniqueness of vision that could never be surpassed.

You touched our hearts, and made us feel love, no matter how hard we tried not to feel.

You turned our sadness into endless smiles.

You challenged our minds to ponder.

You were a bridge that we needed to cross.

You were our reflections when we were afraid to see.

Robin Williams, you are loved, and missed beyond measure and,
I can’t say it any better than Don Mclean.
The world was never created for anyone as beautiful as you.”

Your friend and greatest fan always,
Sincerely,
Dawnasong

[Dawna Bowles (C) 8/2014]

Koko the Gorilla with Robin Williams.mp4: http://youtu.be/GorgFtCqPEs

Choose light

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As a flower in the rain
I continue to glow because
I know the truth
If I choose to only exist
Negative energy lives
When I choose to live
Negative energy only exists
Light is a choice
Believe…

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A few things I know to be true

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I know what I feel
Deep inside that only I can hear my screams.

One day, I will reach so high.

I will catch all my dreams as, many as there are stars in the sky.

They will be mine.

I know that 0the weight of this world sits so heavily upon my chest that it is breaking my heart.

I know It is imperative that I not only sit in the rain but, taste it as well.

I know that sometimes I capture a photograph of love and it hurts.

And when I reach for it,

I discovered that it is only a negative.

And I sigh.….

Love, why must you hide your face from me?

I bleed.,.

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[Dawna Bowles (C) 07/22/2014]
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Eye candy…

Smell it

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color it

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Feel it

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Paint it

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Dance through it

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Absorb it

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Taste it

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Follow it

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See it

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Know it

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Love it

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Become it

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And never stop creating peace love and art…
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(L. W.)
Dawnasong

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♡Equality♡

Hi would you like to play
I know I am different
But is that okay?
I have been standing here
For a many long days

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Equality is the only way
I want to learn about your likes
So I can be a part of your life

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I see you running and playing tag
It makes me happy
I wish I could play
See my smile it is just like yours

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I have a heart but
Sometimes it hurts
I want to be included in
I won’t give up no not I
I will be waiting
With my big grin

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Equality for light poles…
Don’t*cha know?

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Look inside your heart

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Candice you’re so precious…

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The most talented girl in the world

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I know you are blind to your beauty

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Only if you could see yourself through my eyes…

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Do not bury your talents they exceed all the best

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The world was never created for anyone as beautiful as you.

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May you stay forever young.

Forever Young”

May God bless and keep you always
May your wishes all come true
May you always do for others
And let others do for you
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young.

May you grow up to be righteous
May you grow up to be true
May you always know the truth
And see the lights surrounding you
May you always be courageous
Stand upright and be strong
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young.

May your hands always be busy
May your feet always be swift
May you have a strong foundation
When the winds of changes shift
May your heart always be joyful
And may your song always be sung
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young.
(By Bob Dylan)

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Babylon

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I used to know but things have changed
In years of long ago I thought I knew
They have taken all our rights away
Refused the poor now they must pay
Babylon you scarlet fool
You sold us out for monetary gain
Politicians America’s shame
Go ahead devise your schemas
You’ll never take our truth or dreams
Nor
Our
Peace
&
Love
In
The
End
We’ll
Rise
Above
Once
Again
You’ll
See
Love
Will
Win

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Beauteous Fille

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The world was never created for anyone as beauteous as you…

(Don Maclean)

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Je ťaime Fille

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Family is forever!

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Entropy has no prejudice

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One Saturday afternoon I was out for a drive and I noticed this abandoned old house. I felt compelled to pull into the driveway. I got out of the car to photograph the uniqueness of the  silhouetted old house againest the lovely landscape.
I noticed among the ruins a cheerful wild bush of scarlet flowers.
A melancholy of beauty consumed me.
My heart smiled as I observed their loveliness.
The flowers smiled back at me with a shyness, for they hadn’t been adored by a human in over a decade.
Suddenly I felt a profound love pouring from the structure.  A drop of water fell from the roof and hit my shoulder; I realized it was a tear. The house was weeping.  I looked up and the house looked into my soul.
There was a moment of silence, then the house said,
“I used to be as lovely as the scarlet flowers.”
I felt as though I was frozen in a moment of time, when the broken house thought his eyes would never meet mine.
Our eyes met we knew all to well
Entropy has no prejudice just ageing collide, yet he knew at that moment
I loved him inside,  and even more for his stories untold.

Once again, love wins.

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[By Dawna Bowles (C) 2014]

ISAAC

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You are loved beyond measure!
Forever and always no matter what!
(L.W.)

LONELY TREES

http://wp.me/p4103p-gw

This is a reblog on a post I deleted accidentally!

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Keep moving forward

Even if you take two steps forward and one step back.  You are still moving forward.  Happiness is not a destiny but a form of travel. We must give up all hope of having a better past. We are powerless over yesterday’s mishaps, and we can’t control tomorrow, for it’s not here yet. The only thing we have power over is today and ourselves.
We can’t change people, places, or things. We can only change ourselves and our perspectives.
Look for the good and it gets better, look for the bad and it gets worse.
We can’t control the wind, but we can adjust our sails. If we just do the next right thing we’ll conquer today.  We all only have today. Today is a gift that’s why they call it the present.

(L.W)

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Stay in today and never look back.

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You are in my dreams again

Another night I fell

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Inside my lovely dream

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Only to find you are mine again

But for a moment of time

Awakened I realized

I was only dreaming

I scream..

I am alone

With

No

Echo…

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LEVI FOREVER YOUNG

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Levi,

May God’s bless and keep you always,
May your wishes always come true,
May you always do for others
And let others do for you.
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung,
May you stay forever young.

May you grow up to be righteous,
May you grow up to be true,
May you always know the truth
And see the lights surrounding you.
May you always be courageous,
Stand upright and be strong,
May you stay forever young,
Forever young, forever young,
May you stay forever young.

May your hands always be busy,
May your feet always be swift,
May you have a strong foundation
When the winds of changes shift.
May your heart always be joyful,
May your song always be sung,
May you stay forever young,
Forever young, forever young,
May you stay forever young.
(Bob Dylan)

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B&W

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Tinker Observing Human Behavior

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If only humanity could see
The beauty in themselves
If only they could see the light
Of the glowing stars in the night
Feel the breeze upon their cheek
Know the things that I see
The peace that comes
From being free
If only
Oh
How
I
Wish
And
Dream
Of
A
Life
Of
Peace
I
Dream
But
Then
I
Awake…

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Family Is Forever

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LOVE IS JUST A WORD…

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This last year I made a decision and commitment to learn more about what love is and how it could be applicable in my life.
I was spiritually, and emotionally bankrupt, which left me feeling empty. I knew something had to change. I was desperate for change.
I’d like to share a little of what I have learned and am still learning, for it has made an enormous difference in my life.

I saw this cartoon on F/B. It was a good reminder of what I want for my life.

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Love is just a word that requires action. Without the action it’s a lie.

If I love someone, regardless of any adverse situation that may occure,  I must act from integrity, responsibility , morality and not my emotions/heart.
When I’m angry I’m incapable of feeling love, therefore I’m incapable of giving and receiving love.
Love isn’t always feeling good. If that were the case the divorce rate would drop considerably!

It’s about growing, giving and loving unconditionally. (& A LOT MORE)

I’m practicing love with my family, friends and myself by doing the next right thing.
This is new for me and I haven’t perfected it  by any means; however,  I am willing to learn, grow and live along spiritual lines.
We are spiritual beings having a human experience. 
Love is just a word that needs a verb. :]💕
[By Dawna Bowles (C)2014]

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KELLEN THE LABORDOODLE

Mom will you bake some more brownies? Please…💚

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Kellen

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Logan and Keller

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Yes You…

You

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Light

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Up

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My

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Life

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Just

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Believe…

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In dreams

Lacking Hue and Brightness

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Perception of perfection

I love you

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Just the
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Way
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You
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Are
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Love wins…

SUNSHINE

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She is unable to see her beauty
A mind in chains
Open your spiritual eyes
Only then will you see
An intelligent creative beautiful
Sunrise over the ocean sea
Lovely precious girl inside of thee
Daughter if only you could
You were created to perfection
That will always will be
I love you Sunshine
Become that brilliant sunrise
Glowing forever over the ocean sea
Yourself free…
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“Peace”

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Cactus are peaceful too…÷}

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