KELLEN THE LABRADOODLE, I LOVE YOU
In 2015 I went to visit my daughter’s in Portland Oregon.
My grandson had a beautiful labradoodle service animal.
His name was Kellen.
He was extremely intelligent, kind and so sweet. I fell in love with him quickly.
He was beyond precious.
I was there for about a month and Kellen and I became best friends, emotionally connected for sure.
The day I was leaving, Kellen and I were alone for my daughter had to run some errands.
I sat next to Kellen in a quiet room by the window.
I told him that I had to leave now and that I loved him. I said that I would never forget him.
I hugged him for a while then I tried to look into his eyes, like I usually did but, this time, Kellen wouldn’t look at me, he just kept starting out the window.
As if he knew that I was leaving before I even had a chance to tell him.
He knew that I would never return. That was the saddest part. I was leaving forever!
He just kept looking out the window while my heart was aching, I whispered, “I am so sorry that I have to go, I will never forget you and I love you forever Kellen.”
I finished my goodbyes as I hugged him for the last time.
My ride knocked at the door and I quickly took this last photo of him and cried…
My heart was broken and his as well. we both painfully understood…
I’ve always wondered what he was thinking on that day that I had to go away.
Every time I look at this precious moment in time.
My heart hurts and I wish that I could have stayed.
A few weeks ago I got a call from my daughter saying that Kellen was very ill and it’s due to old age.
The veterinarian said that he doesn’t have long to live and I have no words…
Just heartache and tears …
I’m sorry Kellen and I will always love you….
I will see you on the other side. 🩵💦
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AKA Dee Biggins
Update: kellen left for heaven shortly after my daughter told me that he was sick. I’ll see you in heaven soon. My precious friend…♡•°💔
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